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shitty days lately.

ppl give me advise, but idk if I should take it....w/e

FUCK IT ALL!!!!!
I DONT GIVE THREE SHITS ANYMORE. WHY SHOULD I???
AND YEA, I AM THAT MEAN....
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!

I feel a little better....just a little tho


I made one new poem today, and one a few days ago. But I dont really care anymore if any of you look.

Title: in progress

My mind is such a mess

How could it get any worse?

The fire at my feet, will it relieve the stress?

Let it engulf the city, in its flames

Someday surely I'll awake from this sleep

The boy who had such a dream

Was that boy me?

The one who couldn’t help but scream

There's not a single person

Who would honestly call out to me?

All this waiting seems to worsen

The sharp pain the world gave me

The boy who had such a dream

Was that boy really me?

Faces and hearts seem distorted

I can’t remember them

After I left, peace returned to the city

It was so wonderful, to dream for so long

The boy who had such a dream

It must have been me

After I left, peace returned to the city

They looked so happy, with their smiles

After I left, everything returned to normal

I wish I could, but I won’t return

Title: Never-Ending Rain

That empty shell of a girl

When was the last time she laughed?

The loneliness growing inside you

Will you share it with me?

I want to see what you used to be

That little girl so frail and sweet

Just once more, before it’s all gone

Just once more, it’ll be a treat

Never looking back, she closed the door

But I kept knocking till it broke down

Don't be afraid, look your free now

Lets get soaked, in this never-ending rain

I don’t want you to lose hope

Even if I were to disappear

I’m sure you'll be fine

There's no need to fear

Its small, but I can see that crack

In her frozen sky

Don’t worry, you can break those chains

Lets get soaked in this never-ending rain

Even though our hearts may ache

From the pain of growing up

I know now it’s not a mistake

We can still live out dreams

Lets get soaked in this never-ending rain

All the pain will wash off

So you can finally laugh
No longer an empty shell

Look, the clouds seem to vanish
No need to hide in the shroud
I’d like to take you
Beyond those shining clouds

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Made 6 new poems last night.
Tell me what u think of them plz.
And pic your favorite

Title: Please Mr. Lostman
The world is to its limit

As my head dangles

Should I turn around and quit?

Help me please Mr. Lostman

I don’t care if its broken or crushed

I wanna touch the light

Why live life being rushed

Please Mr. Lostman

These times don’t matter

To you or to me

Doesn't that mean anything?

Please Mr. Lostman

Title: Thank you my Twilight

Life, life is beautiful

She, she is wonderful

My roulette spins out of control

I seize that feeling it lands

It feels like I’ve been waiting

For someone I can save

This feeling I know, its what I crave

I was waiting for you

Sometimes they'll ask me questions

As I stare at you while you act nonchalant

"How long, how far does that feeling go?"

Baby, however far you want

Life, life is beautiful

My roulette spins out of control

She, she is wonderful

Lets just smile together

If today there is no miracle

That’s fine, it’s enough

Even if today is the last day, still

Thank you my Twilight

Thank you my Twilight

Let's just stare at the night

Thank you my Twilight

Title: Midnight down

Sleepless nights, with my trembling heart

So you can leave me alone

I answered in a hundred ways

And now

To hell with world right now

Lets burn down this town

I breathed in my last freedom

Midnight down

I’ve never been to the city

Where the lights always shine

The world would look so pretty

Too bad we're gonna tare it down

To hell with the world right now

I breathed in my freedom

But the adults wont allow

For me to leave this place

The weapons in my heart

Always ready for an attack

That unbearable nightmare

Made me so unaware

So to hell the world right now

I’m free of that town

I finally gained my freedom

Midnight down

Title: in progress

The taste of capturing something alive

It gives me that crazy jive

You don’t have to deny it

Lets dream in color

With the voice in my heart

I sang out like a gun

Looks like I have to depart

As I ride away toward the sun

Grouchy hamster, acting adult

Revengeful lobster, drag him along

At the edge of the world, will you be there?

Before I aim, I want to touch it

Through my withdrawal

I was lying

My heart sings out like a gun

Leave it all and lets go fly

We'll ride on shooting star

To the worlds that lie beyond

Forget this place

As we head for that crescent scar 

Title: Carnival

No one else on the Ferris wheel

As I look down on the world I hate

I saved you candy, oh so sweet

I was waiting for the day we would meet

It’s an age that gives no rewards

A time that so untrue

A future that gives no salvation

Peals of my laughter would come, at just a kiss with you

I want to chat with my swimming head

While I look down at the world I hate

"Lets go on an adventure,” he said

“And look for our soul mate”

We dreamt at the same time

Of our past years

We dreamt at the same time, of an age reborn

At just a kiss with you, I came to tears

Title: Instant Music
The animal of a manual life

Average is also happy

If the policy comes apart, it’s fine

I live life as if it was mine

Instant Music, it’s flooding the world

Children, are drowning in their own self-pity

Diet Music, it enthralls them all

Well, forget that

The animal of a manual life

Stress zero for some Happy

Made to navigate for some pay

Getting a pipe cut would be O.K

Instant Music, it’s flooding the world

Children, are drowning in their own self-pity

Diet Music, look it enthralls them all

Well, forget that

Instant Music, it’s flooding the world

Adults, how they seem to ruin this world

Resistant Music, plug up your ears
Well, fuck that!

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"Even if today is the last day
Thank You, My Twilight"

Made a new poem. Its sooo weird.Weirder than that last one, which I know was really weird. But this one's worse. I just threw sentences together really....but I like it! So, enjoy!

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"Peal of laughter would come, at just a kiss with you"

Its been awhile since I wrote somethin in here. Things are great actually. Im pretty gosh darn happy. I could go into a whole bunch of detail, but im just wayyy to lazy to.

Changed the song. Its by Green Day- Brain Stew. Ill try and update more, if i get time to.

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Was bord so I made a poem. Makes no sence, but kinda does. Idk. Hope u like

Title: Waiting at the Busstop
And so I wait, for that day we would meet
Waiting patiently as I tap my feet

Time's passing, standing here at the bus stop
Holding my head while the rain drops.

Waiting for the one love, Im longing for it
Feet's hurting; should I quit?

Monkey's pointing and laughing, cuz your not here
Donkey's being an ass, as I shed a tear

Waiting at the bus stop, I wont give up!
As every1's telling me to shutup

Waiting at the bus stop, I dont care!
Seeing you come removes the despair.

Waiting at the bus stop, waiting for the one love!
As the clouds vanish; Hybrid Rainbows above!

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Feeling kinda shitty right now. Just gonna leave this here so u ppl can read...(my work)

Title: Parable
I got nowhere to go. And I wanna touch the sun
But I can't see or feel, I'm almost undone

But I want the shining star; I want it all for me

I ask you this as my dying plea

I woke up at midnight again; I didn't know what to do

Feeling crazy again, like I lost that vital screw

Tell me what to do, tell me how to feel

Tell me anything, just so long as it's real

I’ll pick my head up, and head for the door

To see what’s out there, if there's anything more

So I must be leaving now, cuz that noise is UNBEARABLE

Title: That Future

Look at how the clouds move, I wish I could too.
Wish I could tell you my smile is so untrue 

It seems like I'm chasing my own shadow, going no where

It seems like I'm chasing my own shadow, is he even aware?

Even though I'm waiting, for the future to start

I'm not bored, just waiting till I can depart

Farewell, bye bye, this is freedom
That future is now